My Early Life as a Crossdreamer

I know that, as a young boy, I used generally to wish—not intensely, not praying desperately to God, but regularly—to become a girl. Which is to say, I have a general memory of having that sort of a wish regularly. I didn’t have them all the time, not obsessively—not, as many trans women describe, in a way that seemed to flood my whole self leaving nowhere to stand—but recurringly. They were not rare and thus not surprising when they happened.). But I have only a few specific memories of specific incidents.

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